Even darkness must pass. A new day will come

Men just dun get it

If a person never mentioned something to you does it mean he doesn't wan you to know?
Could it be his huge ego that is preventing him from confiding in you ?
Or he just needs some time to cool down ? If so, how long ?
Does it pay to take the initiative to approach him and ask ?
Will he even bother to entertain you even if you do?

These are just four out of the unlimited questions that I have to consider even before I wan to show some concern for a friend. Is it really so tough to express concern for someone you care for ? Maybe its just me or that we humans are really funny creatures. People say we get wiser as we age but ironically, I get more and more puzzled about human beings as I grow older. I find it harder and harder to understand the people around me. This is esp so for members of the opposite sex. I'm not going to blame it on hormones or my upbringing for this gap in communication. The problem is solely is me and not anyone else. As a result, I tend to do and say the wrong thing at the wrong time.

Its not that I dun wan to be understanding and caring but I dun know how to even after countless attempts to do so. Most attempts ended up #&%@!. I'm starting to believe that it is iron casted somewhere in my genes that I'm born to be an insensitive little monster destined to bring tears and pain to this world. Muahahaha.. you have been warned.

Since understanding ppl is not my cup of tea, its high time i stop trying for a while maybe. It may sound dumb but its not a bad way to keep the damage done to the minimum . At least, I can live and fight another day( if I'm given another chance) before everything is entirely beyond redemption. National Service sounds like an good time for all to lay back and regroup but two years is indeed a long time to endure.

As for now, its time for me to embrace the beautiful game again. It is one of the few activities that I truly enjoy doing. It just allows me to express myself without much restriction. The trademark flicks and sudden burst of pace of mine are raring to be displayed on the fields and courts. Give me the ball and I will show you some magic! =)

posted by the man @ 11:05 AM