Sunday, February 19, 2006

Pay Day

My Pay for January was credited into my account few days ago. Shall not disclose the amount here but I feel that its more than enough to get by. Those people who wants a treat can come find me le.

Anyway, visited the night safari for the first time in my life on Friday. A usual fun and out of this world outing with Dongsters. The following is an extract of many of the conversations during our night safari outing..

Anyone: Why the [ inset any question here] ?
Keith: You know why ?
Keith: Because the leopard never changes it's spots.

That answer was no doubt the quote of the day. If my memory did not fail me, he used that phrase more than 8 times. If you have noticed, the last time I wrote a proper and intelligent entry was sometime back. Perhaps work has been more stressful and demanding recently. It has impaired my flow of inspiration and creativity in one way or another. Thus, resulting in the lack of quality entries.

As the date of the release of the A level result looms closer, the fear and dread began to build up inside me. This feeling is comparable to that of a man already sentenced to death and awaiting the court to finalize his D day. As much as I do not want to face up to the reality of results but at the same time, I hate to live a life that is plagued by guilt and fear. The guilt of not dedicating enough effort to study and the fear of failing is driving me to the edge of breaking down. Dear MOE why dun you just release the results fast ? Just hang me to death now at this instance and thus put an end to the months of pain and misery. In fact, the real punishment of not of doing enough about my A levels is not the poor grades reflected on my certificate but the torture and agony that will haunt me for the rest of my life.


~Nil Sine Labore

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