I need a miracle
"I am realistic - I expect miracles." Wayne DyerJust 3 more papers to the end of Prelims.2 MCQ papers and 1 bio option paper.I really need a miracle to even come close my targets for prelim and I expect me to bestow on me too =) To be frank, I dun really deserve a miracle judging on the amount of efforts that I put in.I didn't try my best as I have promised myself both during the exam and the mugging.
65% of my best for Math and Chemistry.I really did work my socks off for these 2 subjects k ?Did like 4 full prelim papers for each subject and was hoping for "acceptable" grades for these 2 subjects. But guess its still not enuff =(
49% of my best for GP.It was an early paper so had plenty of time to prepare for it.I spent hrs on globalissues.org to memorise the facts and read thru some model essays just like the day before.More can be done I'm sure. Spending 1hr on the straits times has become a daily routine for me.
22% of my best for Biology.Zero papers completed.Only spent the weekend reading the textbook and notes.Dun even think I deserve to pass.Ironically, I wont be suprise if I do better for my biology compared to the other 2 A level subjects.This is just how screwed I'm now.
Recently, my life is becoming more and more ironic.I have been trying my best to movitate the mates around me to work hard and acheive their goals but deep down inside me, I'm fighting a losing battle to the "happy go lucky" me.The thought of giving up occurs to me 10 times more often compared to 3 weeks ago.With my confidence and ego already heavily battered by the Prelims. An embarassing and swift defeat looks certain. Desperate moments like this, i have to admit that i really do need someone(s) to keep me going till the finish line and beyond.Someone(s) who can keep the the drive in me burning and push me to my limits.I can work alone no more I'm afraid.I dread running this marathon alone.
A long long journey till the A levels beckons..
~Nil Sine Labore
posted by the man @ 2:26 PM
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