A fading dream..
Back to blogging at last!!! =) It has been and goNna be a stressful and critical period for us all as the Prelims and A levels just round the corner. So i decided to turn to blogging to let out all my thoughts and feelings. I will try and update on a regular basis..heheWell..today is a bad bad day for me.It started off with a PS by you when we suppose to go out and mug but then you say you lazy to go out.And also,the drive and desire that have pushed me to mug like no tmr for the past week deserted me suddenly.For once in this entire week, i had an afternoon nap from 2pm to 6pm.It has been a while since i had such a long rest in the afternoon. Its after this nap, that "woke" me up from my Stanford dream.I was thinking to myself..3As and A for GP by Prelims which is less than 240 hrs away..is it really a realistic goal for me ?I mean I'm a student who is so used to failing thru-out my MJ career and i have never ever tasted a B before in all the major exams in MJC let alone an A.This is when I began to doubt my own ability to perform such miracle in 2 weeks..I know i have done it before at 'O' level and i keep reminding myself that i can do it again this time for Prelims and A level.But this time, it just wont go into my head =( As a result, a total waste of my afternoon.
But things got better at night, after motivational msn chat and sms from my beloved frens =) *points at yf and gN. Thanks for believing in me even when i dun believe in myself!It sure did ignite some drive in me for later part of the night.I managed to push myself to do 10 ACJC paper 1 math questions till pass midnight.
Althought My Stanford dream is still a far-fetch and distant goal,but I swear i will mug my hardest and give my very best for Prelims for myself and for you ppl ;)
~Nil Sine Labore
posted by the man @ 2:49 AM
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